Just hit me

It kicked in as I was driving home from the rehearsal. I'm really getting married. And this isn't just a little thing. Marriage is a huge fucking change. It's not like changing jobs, or careers, or schools, or the million other things I change my mind about on a continuous basis. This is a big deal. This is "till death do us part." This is the big leagues. This is a MAJOR change.

I know we've been together for almost 6 years, but there was always that option of being able to walk away. I could pussy out, or not deal with something and just walk away. It would suck. And shit would be rough, but it was an option. That option isn't there anymore. I'm signing up for life. There is no turning back.

I'm not getting cold feet or anything. And I'm still excited about the whole thing. It just kinda hit me is all. That this is for good. This is what I signed up for. It's just such a HUGE change. Does this mean I'm all growed up now? Do I have to act different? Are things suddenly expected of me? I don't know what to expect. I'll never wake up single again. I'll never sit in the dark at my computer playing WoW as a single guy ever again. I'm going to have this little band of gold on my left ring finger as a constant reminder to the commitment I made. The commitment to a wonderful woman mind you, but a commitment all the same.

This is the choice I made. And I'm so happy that I made it. Of all the things that come in and out of my life, be they be the result of choices I make, or the will of God, Mama Bean has remained a constant. And what a damn fine constant. ;) I am happy. I've been looking forward to this moment for such a long time. To publicly declare, in front of God and friends, and I love Jo, and I want to spend the rest of my life with her. I want to wake up beside her every morning. I want to fall asleep beside her every night. I want to be there with a shoulder to cry on when there are tears, and to join in laughter with her when there are not. I want to pick he up when she is down and be the one to listen when she needs to talk. I want to be there for her always. And I will be. Because tomorrow afternoon she will be my wife.

Tomorrow!

So I'm getting married tomorrow. And yes I'm excited. If someone is getting married, and they aren't excited about it, there is a problem. And they probably shouldn't be getting married. I just finished writing my vows, and picking the song for our first dance.

I just can't believe it is tomorrow. I can't believe we've been together almost 6 years. Isn't that longer than most couples are married these days?

I'M GETTING MARRIED TOMORROW!!!!

So yeah. In celebration of my wedding, here are a couple of wonderful songs:

New Template

Oooooo. Awwwwww. So fancy. Right? I know. I'm amazing. I successfully found a cool template and made it my own. Now just to change the lettering on the date so it is a little brighter. Oh, and if you want to leave comments, just click on the # next to the date.

LMFAO

A plague on society

And completely unrelated...(well, they are both plagues on society)

So what's the deal with Gender specific women's fitness centers? I mean seriously, WTF? It was all well and good when there was a women's only section in the gym, that's fine. They have their own little area, with their own little weights, and their own little machines. They were hidden in another room, or on another floor, or behind smoked glass so that no gross men would ogle them while they are working out. See that was okay. Why? B/c there was still a place for the guys to work out. But now, there are these stupid little women only gyms popping up everywhere, and they are taking away potential clients for real gyms, which end up not opening b/c the lack of clientle. This means that if a guy wants to go to the gym, he has to traipse halfway across town, passing God know's how many (which is far too many) Women Only gyms along the way.

These gender specific gyms are a plague on our society. They prey upon some stupid idea that women need their own place to workout, b/c for whatever reason they feel it is inappropriate to sweat in front of men, or whatever dumb reason.

So I'm trying to find a gym near my new house, which if I were a woman, would be no problem at all, as there are 3 or 4 in the immediate area. But finding one that a male can frequent is a bit more of a chore. And heaven forbid there be a male only gym.

So anyway...gender specific gyms are taking away the business of real gyms, and plaguing our society with their stupid advertising while inconveniencing the rest of the population who despite being overweight and gross can still suck it up to work out with everyone else.

Hippo and Dog

Always makes me laugh. :)


Brilliant!

My house!

Here is a link to my house: http://www.mls.ca/PropertyDetails.aspx?PropertyID=5665077
Wanna buy it?
I listed it this morning, $299,900. (i paid 179,900 13 months ago)

I've had 3 appointments for people to go through it today. The first ones presented an offer, one couple backed out of their appt, and the other couple didn't like the location. So I'm going to my realtors office to see if I want to accept the offer and go from there. :D

Me. If I were a Rent song.

To go along with hers....
Which Rent Song Are You?

You scored as I'll Cover You. Your I'll Cover you... Your the sweet romantic type. You love to love someone and be loved in return and don't mind covering someone with 1000 sweet kisses! I'll Cover You 95% One Song, Glory 95% Another Day 75% Contact 25% La Vie Boheme 25% Out Tonight 0% Which Rent Song Are You? created with QuizFarm.com

Sounds about right.